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Writing Update and a justification (?) for procrastination

I can't say enough how thankful I am for my security guard job and the time I get to write while being paid. However, the last two days of the week I was moved to a post with internet access. I've felt a little internet deprived lately, so I kind of indulged.

I had fun though. I met a few new Christian authors and read some great posts. I think I have a theme for my new website and am very up to date on the LeBron situation...(oh my poor Cleveland, I just don't know how it will turn out!)

And there is my excuse for writing only a thousand words in 11.5 hours of work, (where I actually worked for about a half hour total...jealous? ;)) Well, if you're a writer reading this (does anyone read this? If I had farmville on here I know at least my mom would, lol) you're likely jealous of my free time at work to write, but not of the word count I produced.

So here's why I only produced 1k words in 11 hours, which is less than a 100 words an hour. Wow, now that I put it that way, I'm really ashamed...enough to do something about it? I don't know, does this count? Anyway, here's my reasoning: first, I spent most of that time reading blog posts, a very interesting story called  Subterranea by Mike Duran, and doing research on my upcoming website; second, I did brainstorm for my short story and my novel; third, I am a big Cleveland sports fan, so this LeBron stuff is making me nervous; and fourthly, I was in a new environment that combined the temptation of internet surfing.

The first three are ok, maybe I should have spent less time rechecking espn (I'm such a nerd), but the fourth reason, involving the temptation of internet combined with a strange environment really perplexed me.

Does anyone else have trouble writing in strange or new places? What about different times? Which do you think is easier to adjust to, a new place or a new time?

Another question is, if anyone writes full time, or even on days off that you dedicate to writing, how do you manage your time?

I feel like I'm a lazy, slow worker, and it is a bit scary to think of wasting such an opportunity to get paid to write with 11 hour, 1k word production days. Does anyone else feel this way, or if you did how did you improve?

Choosing an audience

After my last post, I decided to advertise myself as a Christian Fantasy/Science Fiction author, but then I read The Art and Craft of Writing Christian Fiction by Jeff Gerke of Marcher Lord Press and I may be back on the fence.

He said we need to choose our audience. You can either write to the church or those outside the church. However, he acknowledges how difficult it is to write to those outside the church, calling the section in Barnes & Noble entitled "Religious Fiction" "death row," because no one outside the church is going to step anywhere near it. I've been through that row a dozen times too many because all it has are Ted Dekker and some Amish Romance books. Ted Dekker is good, and because I'm not that good, I don't have much hope of being on that shelf. Barnes & Noble isn't going to take a chance on shelf space to anything less.

Next along this journey came a blogpost by Bruce Hannigan , who writes supernatural thrillers from a Christian perspective. Another Christian writer not writing to CBA is John Pazdziora.

All of these resources, combined with a recent brainstorming session where my character arc was choosing between living for money or sacrificing for love, has shown me that I don't have to put Christian in front of my genre in order to glorify Christ; and if I want to get to word one with unbelievers, I should just say I acknowledge the supernatural as well as the battle between good and evil in my fiction. I might even add that I enjoy addressing the battles within our soul for happiness and where the supernatural fits in. To say, "I write Christian fiction," while true, prevents them from allowing the story to speak for itself.

Anyone out there with the same dilemma? Do you seek to write content acceptable by God, but without excluding the rest of the world? I'm a Christian that reads secular fiction more than religious fiction because the quality is so much better and because even I don't like to be preached at in my fiction.

Should I announce my faith in my authorial works?

I'm starting to wonder if I should even label myself a Christian Fantasy or Christian Sci-Fi author. The label is going to keep anyone not Christian from reading it, and if I'm going to be so watered down to keep from preaching to the point where I just have clean (no swearing or nudity) content with a message that coincides with Christianity, but not overtly, then wouldn't it be better to just say I write Fantasy and Science Fiction?

This came to mind as I think about my blog, website, and networking with other authors. When I say I write Christian...people stop listening. Wouldn't it be better to go in through the back door by saying here, I write Fantasy, and when they like it I can talk to them about the message and how it pertains to my life and how God has helped me. Yeah, I want to write for God, and I think I still am, I just want to be tactful in how I use my writing for Him. In other words, I don't go up to random strangers and say, "Hey, do you want to be a Christian?" and that is what I feel I'm doing if I label myself a Christian F/SF writer.

Aspects of the Messiah

I really want to incorporate my faith into my writing, but as I've mentioned before I'd like to do it without barging in the front door. If I do this I'm only going to cause unbelievers to put up defenses that will likely lead to them abandoning my book and any future writings.

I think I may be able to write for a larger audience if I can write characters that symbolize aspects of Christianity and when it comes to a Messiah, he doesn't have to be an exact replica of Christ: firstly because I'm not writing the Bible, and secondly, because I've found it is impossible to create an exact replica without rewriting the same setting as the Bible - which leads to predictability.

As I read 1 Cor. 4:5 "...until the Lord comes, who will both bring to light the hidden things of darkness..." I thought about how I can have a character who comes to reveal the hidden things of darkness and that be a more subtle picture of the Messiah.

New Website under construction

I decided to buy a domain name and will be building a website. I think this blog is ok, but I get the feeling I need a website to be taken seriously as an author. Also, there are more things I can do with a website. My new website will be www.timothycward.com. I'll let you know when it comes up!

My question to you is, what would you be interested in reading so that I can make my website one that has an actual audience?

Writing Update

I've been learning the struggles of following through on ideas and actually writing the story instead of brainstorming a new idea every week and never really getting any writing done.

The Holly Lisle editing course I'm taking is very helpful, but also very difficult. I'm confident in the way it will help me get published, but fearful that if I don't get moving it won't happen.

My new book idea is actually one that I began with in my 2 Year Novel course through www.fmwriters.com I found a new setting that allowed me not to be preachy, and am rolling with it. Hopefully I will ride the momentum through the inevitable moment where I think the book is worthless and resist the shiny new idea.

I heard a good podcast on writing that said to make 250 words your daily writing goal because you know you can do it, and if you do that every day, you'll have around 365 pages in one year, which is the size of a book. Here's to that goal, starting tonight!